random thought from last night
03/10/2003
So I was at the Interactive awards at the 4 Seasons Hotel last night and a thought kept recurring as I gazed out over town lake.
I know I had spent a romantic afternoon with someone that stayed there. I know we took a walk on the hike and bike trail. We sat on the lawn and had drinks and we watched the Bats from the Congress Avenue Bridge. I just can’t remember who the hell I was with. I recall a pleasant day a nice warm fuzzy feeling. Hum, is this old age setting in? Dam it I am to young for Alzheimer’s so I am going to blame it on being blond.
Spring is in the air here, the peach trees are blooming, the elm tree is getting its leafs and the peacocks are matting. I am a little sad, I want to find a steady I want to get laid on a regular basis and I am not having any luck. I wonder if I have become unapproachable. I am attracted to one of the men I know from the conference, but I doubt he even realizes it. I am a little to shy to just whisper in his ear, lets go baby. I feel like I have the guy dilemma, I don’t want to hear the phrase “I just want to be friends”. I need to think about this a little. I have always had a hard time with the dating and the hook up thing.
